Tumhari badi badi bate

Jo tum badi badi baate krke chali gayi... mujhe
samjh nhi aayi... bas itna pta hai tum bahot
chahti ho mujhe... samjhti ho...
Lekin kya tum apne aap ko janti ho... nahi janti
tum khud ko.... tum bhi mujhse pyar krti ho...
bahot pyar... par kabhi kahogi nhi... tadpogi mere
bgair... par jataogi nhi ki tum tadap rhi ho....
Bhatkti rhogi tum apne dil k iss registaan me....
lekin janta hu ki tum kisi ko jahir nhi hone dogi ki
tum dukhi ho....
Mere pass aana chahti ho tum.... seene se lag k
rona chahti ho tum.... dil me rehna chahti ho
tum... lekin rhogi nhi....
Par main tumhari trh nhi hu.... m tumhare
bina nhi reh skta... aur nhi reh skta tumse ye
kahe bina ki mujhe tumse ishq hai.... tumhari
jrurt hai mujhe....
Isse jayada taklif kya hogi mujhe.... ki maut nhi
zindgi draati hai mujhe.... :'(
#Shiv