“kabhi fursat mile to sochana jarur
ki ek beparavaah sa ladaka teri itani paravah kyon karata tha....”
aaj phir se usaki yaad mein baichain ho utha hoon aur us se puchna chahata hu ye sawal ki kyon main teri itani fikr aur paravah kiya karata tha ?
jaanata hoon ki is sawaal ka javab to tere pas jarur hoga lekin tujhme himmat nahin hogi mujhe batane ki kyoki tu khud bhi sharminda hogi apane aap se
khair koi baat nahin jo hona tha so ho gaya un baton ko yaad karane ke shiway or kuch bacha bhi nahin hai.
ek khoobi to hai tujhame jo ki main tujhase nafrat nahin kar pa raha hoon aur vaise main kabhi karana bhi nahin chahata us chehre se nafrat jis chehare ne mujhe beshumar pyaar kiya tha kabhi chaahe kuchh samay ke lie hi sahi
main achi tarah se janata hoon aur pure vishavas ke saath bolunga ki tu bhi mujhase utana hi pyaar karti thi or shayad abhi bhi karati hai jitana main tujhase karata hu
hain teri kuch majabooriyan jisaki vajah se tu bandhi hui hai lekin apni majabooriyon ko is kadar apane upar havi to na hone de ki tu zindagi bhar ek sache pyar ke lie taras jae
pyar to main tujhse ab bhi utana hi karata hu jitana pahale karata tha lekin ab is pyar ka koi matalab nahin hai aur vaise mainne to suna hai ki pyaar hota hi bematalab hai
haan lekin ab teree zindagi mein vapas nahi aa sakta kabhi
“maine ik maala ki tarah tujh ko apane aap mein piroya tha…
yaad tujhe rakhana tha ki tut ta agar main to bikhar tu bhee jati"
yaad rakhana zindagee bhar mujhe …
tera or sirf tera Shiv
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