Kuch aise bhi kisse mere sath hue....

Kuch aise bhi kisse mere saath hue
hai tujhe yaad karte hue ki kabhi
khud ko rulaya to kabhi khud ko
dukh pahunchaya.
Na kabhi tujhe btaya na kabhi kisi ko
or ko pta lagne diya...
Bas akele hi rota rha akele hi sehta
rha.
Khabar tujhe bhi nhi hone di pta
dosto ko bhi nhi chala..
Jb kabhi teri bahut yaad aaati hai
man krta h tujhse bht baat karne ka
control nhi hota emotions pr to
phone utha kr msg type karta hoon
sb kuch usme likhta hoon teri
yaadon se lekar khud ko dard
pahunchne tak.
Lakin kabhi tujhe send karne ki
himmat nhi hoti...
Dar lagta hai tera rply bhi or tera na
rply karna bhi kuch dino k liye meri
life change kar dega.
Rply aata to m khush ho jata kuch
time k liye phirse teri aadat ho jati
or rply na aata to ye sochkr or zyada
rona aata ki tu kitni busy ho gyi h
Ek time wo tha jb har waqt tera mera
tha or ek aaj ka time h tere paas
mere liye hi waqt nahi h..
Bas yahi sb sochkr tujhe kabhi msg
send hi nhi kr paya sochta hoon jaise
life chl rhi h isko aise hi chlne du..
Jab itne din tere bina reh liya... tujhe
pyaar karke aage bhi reh lunga aise
tujhe pyaar karte hue..
Shayad tere dil me ab mere liye
jagah nhi rahi.
ek waqt tha sirf m hi tha tere dil me
or ek aaj ka waqt h bs m hi nahi hoon
tere dil mai....
Bahot rota hu par rone se kya hoga
haar thak k chup ho jata hu... Maa-
baap k liye hi jee raha hu bas... Andr
se marrr chuka hu... Ab koi khwahish
hi nhi hoti... Na main zidd krta kisi
cheez k liye...