Main puri Raat nahi so pata

Main puri puri raat nhi so
paata ab toh...
Time dekho 01:48 ho gaya
aur nind nhi aa rhi... sirf
tumhara hi khayal aa raha h
baar baar .... kitna muskil
hota hai naa.. rote hue puri
raat kaatna.... na kisi se baat
krna... bas akele hi rote
rehna.... fir chup ho jana....
tumhari photo ko dekhte
rehna.... aur fir msgs
padhna.... tumhare. ... aur
firse zor zor se rona....
Tumne kaha tha na ki...
"Baat krke kuch nhi hoga sirf
taklif hogi dur honge toh itna
hoga na ki pyar nhi hai kismat
me"....
Chalo maan liya kismat me
pyar nhi hai ... par kya ab
taklif nhi ho rhi mujhe.... jab
tu baat krti thi toh so toh jaya
krta ab toh subh ho jati hai
lekin nind nhi aati... aur
aankhe laal ho gyi hain tera
intezar krte krte... aankho ki
wajh se sabko lagta h ki main
nasha krta hu... par aisa nhi
h... main unko kya kahu... ki
kisi apne ki yaado me nhi
sota.... raat bhr rota hu...
Tum bewafai hi kr jati ...
bhulna toh aasan ho jata...
itna pyar kiya tune aur... fir ek
ksm ne sab kuch khtm kr
diya.... kya sirf mujhe hi
tumhari jrurt thi....
Likhna bahot kuch chah raha
hu par likha nhi jara ab