Main tumhara 'Shiv'

Main tumhara 'shiv'
tumhara isliye keh raha hu
kyuki ab main jahan
hu,wahan hu hi nahi.
m to tumhare pas hu.
tumse alg to m kabhi hua hi
nahi.
aisa lagta hai jaise brso ho
gaye tumhe dekhe huye...
Tumse bat kiye huye...
aj kuch kehna chahta hu
tumhe.
Aj tum sirf sunogi...
tum na kehti thi ki jindgi badi
choti h mohbbt me.
mgr yaha ulta ho gaya h
"Jaan".
ye jindgi to kate hi nahi
kat'ti...
Tum to janjiro me nahi ho.
azad ho. Jb chaho tb kisi ko
apna bna skti ho.
magr m…??
mai to sirf tumhara hokar reh
gya...
aaj tumhare shehar gaya
tha...
pehle bahut pasand tha
mujhe wo shehar....
ab na wo sehar accha lgta h
na waha ke log.
bs kuch yade h waha ki jo
jeene ka sahara ban gayi h.
Mujhe malum h jab hum first
time mile the waha...
jaha pe humne beth k.. hatho
me hath daalkar movie dekhi
thi... mujhe wo sab ehsaas
aaj phirse hua....
Lag raha tha jaise hum dono
wahi ek dusre k haath mai
haath daalkr betho ho...
Tumhari khushbu aati h waha
ki hawa se mujhe.
Jee krta ki is hawa se lipat kr
khub ro lu.
mgr hawa se lipat nahi pata.
or har jata hu...
kya kru...
Sanso ke ane jane ko agr jina
khte h to m jinda hu.
Khush hu ki ab taklif nahi
hoti.
na khwab dekhata hu koi....
or na koi hakikat smjh pata
hu...
din na jane kisne khinchkr
lambe kr diye h.
sbhi kuch to ruk sa gaya h.
Ab barsat me tum bhi sath na
thi mere.
barishe bina bhigoye hi lot
gayi...
Ab aaine ke samne khada
hona accha nahi lgta
ab mere hath me tumhari ek
tasveer hoti hai... aur bas
tumhe ghnto bhr dekhta
rehta hu...
shukr h ki tumhari yaadon ne
mujhe likhna sikha diya.
bs unhi me khoya rehta hu.
Sb shayari tumhare liye
likhta hoon .
Mujhe ye sab kaha likhna aata tha
par ab log pasand bhi krte
hain...
pta nhi tum ab meri likhi hui
baate padhti bhi ho ya nhi....
esa koi pal nahi hota jb tum
yad na aao.
Tum na milte to puri tarah jee
nahi pata.
ye sach h ...
or ek sach ye bhi h ki jindgi
guzarne ke sari jaruri cheeze
h mere pas
Kuch gum,teri yaade kuch
khushi k pal jo tumhare saath
guzare the,
magar meri din ka ek ek pal aj
bhi tanhaa hi guzrta h.
In udas lamho me tumhari
yaad aise lgti h ki jese sukhe
gaalo pr gile
aansu chalte h....
m apni mohbbt tumhe kese
batau,na mere pas wo
khubsurat alfaz h,or na wo
mitha lejza...
Na jindgi filmo jesi h or
na kahaniyo jese log.
Ye janlo ki hr sans ek
esi hakikat h jo bahut darati h
mujhe....
mgr himmat jane kaha se aati
h. ..
shukr manata hu ki yaha
koi aankho ko padhne wala
nahihai tumhari trh....
warna kb ka meri aankho me
tumhara nam log pdh lete.
Kisi din jb bahut udas ho jata
hu to tumhara vo ruthna aur
khud hi mnana aa jaata hai...
Kisi rat jb chand tumhe
khubsurat lage to samjhna ki
wo m tha...
kisi din jb hawa tumhe chu
jaye to mujhe mehsus krna
meri mohabbat ko...
Tumhari yad kiski zindgi h....
esa koi puche to tum mera
nam lena
bs ek tamnna h ki ankhe jb
band ho to mere hath me
tumhara hath ho....
umr bhar ke liye ye ek dua
kafi h..