teri khushi k liye tujhe hi chhod diya....

kitni ajeeb baat hai na...jab tu
mere paas thi to
har dum yeh sochta tha ki kya
main teri kadar
nahi karta..aur aaj jab tu mere
paas nahi to
yeh ehsaas hota hai ki qadar
to hamesha se hi
thi par tujhe na khone k
yakeen ne andhaa kar
diya tha... bhala kya pata tha
aisa bhi kuch ho
sakta h.. mera tujhse alag
hona itna hi
namumkin tha jitna tera
mujhse nafrat karna...
baitha hu thandi zameen
par..aa nkho mein wo
teri ek dimple wali pyari si
hansi ...haath mein
teri ek tasveer hai..jise dekh
kar har dum main
tere chehre pe aane wale baal
tere kaano k
peeche laga deta hu..tujhe
bahut tang karte hai
na.. mobile mein fake call pe
tera naam daal
diya hai.. shuru karke khush
ho jata hu..aur jab
aas paas koi nahi hota toh
mann behlane k liye
2 4 baatein bhi kar leta
hu..tere jawab to
mujhe pata hi hote hai na teri
payal ab
mere haathon mein bandhi
rehti hai... ekdum
waisi hi... haan bas uske
ghungroo zarur nikaal
liye hai... taaki teri maujudgi
ka yakeen toh ho
par ehsaas nai.. yaad aati hai
wo teri
mann'ghadat kahaniyaan jo
roz raat tum mujhe
sunati thi... haule se "babie so
gaye kya?" puch
kar ek gudnyt kiss de jati thi..
tum sulati thi to
so jata tha ..ab tum nahi sulati
toh aisa lagta
hai meri neend hi so gayi
hai..wo meri pyari si
bachchi bheed mein kahin
kho gayi hai.. jab
bhi teri yaad aati hai...toh
apne takiye ko
bahut zor se hug kar leta
hu..magar yeh to
mujhe wapas gale hi nahi
lagata.. dekhna
isko...daant de...bolna isey
tang na
kare...bolna... gaane nai
sunta hu main
ab..na sunn pata hu apna hi
gham.. har cheez
se tu judi hai..har cheez mein
tu basi hai..yaad
aati hai wo gali mujhe ..jahan
main aaya karta
tha.. khud coffee shop mein
khade hokar tujhe
balcony mein bulaya karta
tha..gali toh ab bhi
wahi hai..dukaane bhi wahi
hai bas bheed bht
ho gayi h.. uss chhoti si gali
mein mere liye ab
jagah nahi.. abhi abhi toh raah
mili thi ki
manzil hi mood gayi kahin..
....I MISS U...MISS U SO
MUCH...
rota hu..bhilakta hu.. har dum
girta padta hu..
koi nahi hai puchne wala .. koi
nai hai puchta
"babie zyada to nahi lagi
na?..aa kissi kar
du...ab sab sahi ho jayega"
kaun mujhe roz roz
breakfast ki yaad dilayega..
kaun mujhe ulti
sidhi harkate karne se warn
karega.. kaun
mujhe horror movies dekh k
raat raat bhar
jagayega.. kaun phone pe itni
zor zor se
chillayega..kau n mujhe
anjaano se baat karne
se rokega... kaun baat baat
par tokega...kaun
mere ek phone k liye din bhar
wait karega..
kiska 2 n half parathe kha kar
bhi pet na
bharega.. kaun banega
bachcha mera..kisko
pyar karunga.. kiski bahut
hifazat karunga,
bahut laad karunga main..
cheen leti apne aap
ko.. kyun cheen li mujhse wo
meri bachchi..?
bht maasoom h wo..akal se h
wo thodi
kachchi.. janta hu main wo
zinda h...zinda h
kahin tujhme bandhi huyi hai
nafrat ki zanjeero
mein.. jinko todne ki taqat
nahi hai abhi
usme...par yeh na sochna ki
yeh bhi hai ek
koshish.. tu kabhi nahi aa
sakti zindagi mein
meri.. aur bhula na paunga
wo pyari si yaadein
teri.. shayad is chhote se dil k
liye tu bahut
badi ho gayi hai.. shayad is
pyar k sagar mein
kuch boondo ki kami ho gayi
hai.. khush
rakhna isey aye mere
khuda..tere aansu kabhi
na ho teri aankho se juda..
mere aansu jhuthe
lagte hai to nahi sunegi ab tu
meri siskiyaan..
yeh meri kasam..is dard ko
dabaa lunga
main..in aansuon ko chupa
lunga main.. in
yaadon ki aag ko ashkon se
bujha lunga main
leta hu ab ek aakhri alvida
tujhse.. karta hu ab
is chhoti si kahani ka pyara sa
ant... khush
rehna tu hamesha..
khushiyaan mile tujhe
anant.. ja teri nazro se ab
maine mooh mod
liya.. teri khushi k liye ab
maine tujhe hi chhod
diya....